Date: 2025-01-18 07:55 pm (UTC)
deuceoftears: (gasp)
From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
Jedao makes a sound that starts off as a soft cry and turns into throaty, helpless moan; he quivers all over. He can feel a hot blush crawling down his face and throat; Astarion can see it on the back of his neck, and maybe even on his ears.

He feels - he doesn't even know the words for how he feels, exposed and
praised and squeezed like he's just a pretty thing for Astarion to enjoy, the cool relief of his hand and the hot sting of his sore flesh all singing together. It feels like prickling is running all over his skin, even where he hasn't been caned, and excruciating delicate wonderful awareness of every inch of his body, self-consciousness without shame, embarrassment and enthusiasm and raw thrill.

Date: 2025-01-19 06:12 pm (UTC)
deuceoftears: (insecure)
From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
A rough, breathy laugh bubbles up in him; once his attention is drawn back to his dick, he feels excruciatingly close.

"Almost anything," he admits. A bite, a kiss, a swipe of claws - it would be so easy to push him over the edge.

"I want - I want - " the image is so clear in his head, but words are harder.

"I want. To. Kneel for you? So you can...get my feet, and my shoulders. May I, please?"

He can feel his own pulse throb and ache in his cock just for the asking.
Edited Date: 2025-01-19 06:13 pm (UTC)

Date: 2025-01-19 07:30 pm (UTC)
deuceoftears: (gasp)
From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
Jedao breathes in soft, shallow pants, and he moves with a ginger, wincing slowness as he steps away from the table. He hisses as he goes down to his knees, the skin of his calves and hamstrings pulling in a new way with the motion, then screeching incandescently for a moment as he folds his legs, hot abused skin on both sides, pouring that heat back into the other side, his own sweat stinging in the raw places where weals built up and small black dots of blood had started to emerge.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck," Jedao chants under his ragged breath, trying not to either pass out or come right away, not sure which is more likely. He sits on his heels, soles with their single fresh stripe fully exposed, the muscles in his back shifting as he braces and then relaxes. He sets his palms down on the tops of his thighs, digs his fingernails in slightly as he waits, closing his eyes. There's nothing but the pain, and the awareness of Astarion's body behind him, and the whistling tremolo of anticipation.

Date: 2025-01-19 08:57 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
The gentle pet and little yank on his hair almost does it; the glorious mean precision lashing across his feet and the bright line of fire across his shoulders crackle through his mind like lightning. Jedao yelps and bends forward, groaning and jolting as he comes. It feels like the the pleasure has been speared out of him, like the pain in his feet and shoulders has made a white searing box to hold the rest of it, like he's a glass ornament full of pain finally smashing.

It's perfect.

He drifts back into his body, still burning and aching, in an ungainly little hunch on the floor, ass still striped bright red, gulping breaths in between soft simmering whimpers, come splattered over the floor and his own chest, with the way he's folded up.

He feels scraped clean, despite the mess, like a leather hide stretched and scoured by a methodical tanner. He did ask for it, and Astarion gave it to him. "Thank you," he mumbles, slurring only slightly, when he's gathered a few thoughts back.

Date: 2025-01-20 08:09 am (UTC)
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"'m gonna roll in a second," Jedao warns, after enough contemplation to figure out that his current position, in addition to being filthy and cramp-prone, also probably looks pretty stupid.

It takes him another few seconds to figure out the motion, but then he manages it, only a little bit graceless, tipping onto his side so that he can keep his head in easy reach of Astarion's petting, but also stretch his legs out, wincing and whimpering softly, before gazing up at Astarion from the floor, his expression one of quiet, blissful gratitude.

"You liked it?" Jedao asks, just slightly cheeky.
Edited Date: 2025-01-20 08:36 am (UTC)

Date: 2025-01-20 05:11 pm (UTC)
deuceoftears: (spotlight)
From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
Jedao tries to pout but the pinch makes him break into a little squeak-giggle instead.

"You always hurt me so good," Jedao murmurs, languid, absolutely savoring every ache and burn.

Date: 2025-01-20 10:50 pm (UTC)
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"You don't always have to wait for me to be drunk and brave and then sober and brave, you know," Jedao points out, slightly dreamily. "Most times if you offered me a thrashing I'd've jumped at the chance."

Date: 2025-01-21 01:22 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
"Alright," Jedao agrees, accepting this with a still-hazy smile.

"What would you like now?"

Date: 2025-01-21 03:22 pm (UTC)
deuceoftears: (hopeful)
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"I feel so selfish, you know," Jedao murmurs ruefully. "You're always so wonderful to me. I can't tell if I'm respecting your need for self-control or just taking advantage of how hard it is for you to ask."

Date: 2025-01-25 08:58 pm (UTC)
deuceoftears: (tender)
From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
Jedao giggles, and relaxes a little - not that he believes that for a second, but it's the kind of excuse Astarion would give if he really didn't want Jedao to pry. So it's okay if he doesn't.

"That's such wolfshit," he mumbles fondly. He lifts a hand to idly caress the shape of Astarion's patella under his clothes.

"I would like to get you off. But I'm also happy to consider it another element of your torment if you'd prefer to deny me."

It's not a plea, it's not even a request. It's just information: that Jedao would be delighted either way, that the power remains Astarion's. He more-than-half hopes Astarion does deny him, and prove that it really is his own desire behind his stone-top self control.
Edited Date: 2025-01-25 08:59 pm (UTC)

Date: 2025-01-26 10:58 pm (UTC)
deuceoftears: (tender)
From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
"Mmm. Yes, sir," Jedao says cheekily, eyes fluttering closed again as he slides into relaxation; he stretches out his aching legs with a soft hiss and then a warm hum, unselfconscious as a cat.

Voice, about an hour after breach end

Date: 2025-02-01 10:00 pm (UTC)
deuceoftears: (:>)
From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
Seems like you had a lot going on in that one.

[Just a little bit wry. Jedao's voice is warm, fond, kind. Carefully avoiding crossing the line into gentle - it's too sure for that, has nothing tentative in it.]

I don't feel any differently about you, for the record, which is to say I like you immensely.

Date: 2025-02-01 10:56 pm (UTC)
deuceoftears: (who me)
From: [personal profile] deuceoftears
[Hmm.]

Not even our real bodies, I don't think. The death toll carries over, but sub-mortal injuries usually don't.

Speaking of puppeting faces around, can I talk you into coming over for a snack and Space Rampage 13?

[Which is just Space Grand Theft Auto, really.]
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