Ambivalence makes his emotions grey and muddy. Fondness; fear; familiarity; hatred. He leans against a low wall, looking out onto the water, turning from grey-blue to shimmering black as the sun sets and the moon brightens.
It's home. I don't remember living anywhere else. I don't know that I would have wanted to live anywhere else, if I'd had the choice. But I'm also very much aware that I didn't.
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Date: 2023-11-12 02:12 pm (UTC)That's...complicated.
Ambivalence makes his emotions grey and muddy. Fondness; fear; familiarity; hatred. He leans against a low wall, looking out onto the water, turning from grey-blue to shimmering black as the sun sets and the moon brightens.
It's home. I don't remember living anywhere else. I don't know that I would have wanted to live anywhere else, if I'd had the choice. But I'm also very much aware that I didn't.