Yeah, I heard about the whole death thing. When I was talking to her here, I mean. I didn't know what happened before.
[It hadn't be Fitz, but while he's not bad at separating himself from the lives he'd lived in the breaches, it can be harder to shake off feelings of guilt.]
I count being in a state of bliss as going through it. Depending on the type of bliss. He seemed very... [Fitz honestly isn't sure of the right word, so he settles on a description from his universe] hanging around the edge of being a maniacal villain, hopefully with too much class for the weird laughter.
Yeah, well, suddenly finding yourself on top of the world is a real big rush. It probably is even if you're not used to... being not on top of it.
You know, it was kind of funny. In the 'the Admiral would be better without a sense of humor' sort of funny. That version of me was a lot closer than in some breaches. Just add therapy and I'm all ready to be a fine citizen of a random dystopia. Can't say it's changed my opinion on therapy.
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Date: 2025-02-04 05:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-04 05:41 pm (UTC)Mostly.
Have you spoken to Justine?
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Date: 2025-02-04 05:47 pm (UTC)[It hadn't be Fitz, but while he's not bad at separating himself from the lives he'd lived in the breaches, it can be harder to shake off feelings of guilt.]
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Date: 2025-02-04 06:00 pm (UTC)Nor do I. I can only say the other Astarion didn't have her killed.
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Date: 2025-02-04 06:07 pm (UTC)[Especially as really thought he had. It lifts... a little of the guilt.]
That version of you was... going through it.
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Date: 2025-02-04 06:08 pm (UTC)Oh, he was in a state of bliss, darling. Just as well he died before anything got worse.
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Date: 2025-02-04 06:17 pm (UTC)Ha.
I don't think many people see themselves as villainous, but the mania was...certainly present.
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Date: 2025-02-04 06:24 pm (UTC)You know, it was kind of funny. In the 'the Admiral would be better without a sense of humor' sort of funny. That version of me was a lot closer than in some breaches. Just add therapy and I'm all ready to be a fine citizen of a random dystopia. Can't say it's changed my opinion on therapy.